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Post by Hitsugi, Erisu on Sept 30, 2018 3:38:37 GMT
Sunday night, on the way home from Rayla's. A purple haired girl was rushing home, deciding to go along the river to try to avoid any distractions. It was not a good night to be running late, but she had spent a lot of time with her girlfriend. She would not allow herself to miss school though, and did not want to stay in a mansion over night. An average girl coming home from her lover's place was a wonderful thing, and hopefully a good reason to be late on her way home to her mother and brother. She was there for this week, and that meant she would have to make it home soon. Luckily her mother would probably take up the slack for her tonight. She would feel the camera on her during this time, but would ignore the fourth wall break. She was a normal and average girl, not deadpool.
She felt the shadows of nightfall hit, it was not long after the freak snowstorm that had lead to her spending time at her lover's mansion. She was afraid of another random weather incident. It needed to remain a calm night, or she might have to take some medicine to prevent illness. She was smiling for once, as she moved. She had her nice clothing on, so probably looked presentable. She was ignoring the illusions that existed around her, like those strange masked creatures, or those strange robed people that would apparently be fighting them. She would ignore the arrows of light that she did not hear them or see them. Her imagination was probably running wild due to the happiness she felt about the changes in her life so far. She finally had something of friendship, and as a bonus, romance. She was starting to build a positive relationship with one of her siblings. She wondered if next week she would finally rebuild her relationship with her twin sister.
She was not expecting things to start changing though. She was not expecting that there would be another person here. She was not expecting that a certain knife might cause problems tonight. She did not know any of this stuff, she just knew that things seemed to be going well for her now. The world never worked in a way that would allow for one to remain happy for long, if it could. Mainly because the world does not care about the happiness of someone, but is more inclined to change up the status quo. It wants to make people change, that does not always mean they get to remain the same way that they were. That did not always mean it counted for their happiness. It meant that she would have to deal with it, and change with it.
She just would have to face this creature of the night. She would not be able to beat him, for her mind was not strong enough to en-capture what he would bring. Her mind was strong enough to keep her going alone, and to keep her from realizing the truth, but not strong enough to outmaneuver anything the ancient mind would bring. She was strong, but not strong enough to withstand the attacks that could happen. She would be doomed unless he chose pity or mercy. Unless he chooses to control himself. She would be dead before long. Still, that was not happening now. It would be in as long as an hour. She was still a while away from her mother's home. Her brother was probably home as well. Her father's home was nearby, but her sister would likely be dealing with her own thing. This was a night where she had no protection. This was her most vulnerable, and she had no way of knowing it.
Ever since declaring war upon the Sun God, Apollo, Theocelese found himself under assault from time to time by the old god's lackies. They hadn't been anything more than pesky gnats, and after about the third or fourth time, he'd stopped going all out in dispatching them. No point in giving anymore potential data for the would-be scouts watching the small fights until their end. This night was one of those, where upon him and his entourage of stronger Arrancar patrolled the streets of the town Theocelese once called home. In truth, they were here to keep the souls of the dead safe from Hollow, and just in case any Quincy got any bright ideas about showing themselves here. It was decided upon Ikana's return, that there would be no more limbless, tortured bodies hanging from the rusted chains in the bowels of Las Noches. He'd just kill them, and be done with it. Not like their cannon fodder Soldats knew anything anyways.
The Apollonian Guard, a small squad of four at a level of power that was far stronger than the last batch, but still laughable made themselves known. By now, Theocelese knew of their enchanted weaponry and how easy it was for them to carve his flesh...and so, he hadn't wasted time with using only his centuries old blade. Noxa was kept on his back, and with his shield donned, the fight was over relatively fast. What was the point of this? To what end were these men and women sacrificed? What the hell did Apollo hope to accomplish? The questions rang through the Arrancar's mind, as he kept the last of the Guard clutched in his grip, hands tightened around the man's throat while his boot further crushed the throat of the body beneath it. Even with these lowly wretches, Theocelese ordered his own fighters to evacuate anyone who might be in harms way, and even went so far as to lure these otherwordly fanatics to a more desolate part of the town. He wanted nothing more to do with victims of collateral damage. Unfortunately...they missed one soul, and it was the combination of the all-consuming fury and his brain focused on watching the life die out in the man's eyes that he hadn't noticed the human soul not some distance away.
Erisu was unaware of these soldiers, and the combat happening nearby. It was impossible for her to really notice as she was busy in her own head. She did not realize that any of the things that were happening around her were happening. Some of it did not make sense, and it was too late at night for there to be people in costume, so she only thought them figments of her own imagination. She wondered why her imagination was so active. She would simply shake her head and continue on home. She would feel the soft breeze of night air off the river, and pull her arms around herself in a moment of contemplation at the notion of being slightly chilly. She would stop randomly and stare at the water, almost as if the water was speaking to her mind and soul. She was gently giggling to herself at times.
Her mind was full of random thoughts. She had started reflecting on things. Her meeting with Rayla Lichtstein, and how she lead to positive interactions with her brother. The way that a simple conversation in the cafe had lead to the decision for them to hang out afterwords at her place. The storm that had struck and lead to them hanging out in an abandoned building for a moment. The time spent drying their clothing together over a fire, while cuddling up together for warmth, and even the declaration of intent for romance that Rayla performed. The fact that Erisu would accept it, and the kiss. The time spent after exploring the mansion, and eating sweet foods and drinking tea. Meeting the Maid, and even taking a bath there. All of that had happened over a week ago, and even more.
She would consider the future. Her brother and her might actually be on good terms, and he had even predicted her going out with Rayla. Apparently an attraction to blonds ran in the family. She had gotten to spend some time with him at work, and even spent some time this past week with him, when he was not busy. Her mother was starting to seem to want to pay more attention to her. Erisu was feeling happy about that. She wanted to reach out to her sister next week, when she spent time with her father's house. She wanted to see a future where the siblings could at least be friends, and not just part of the crazy family that Erisu would look at from afar. She did not want that to happen. She did not want to remain the black sheep of the family anymore. They were to be her beloved family, and that was what she wanted.
A memory stirred in her head though, and for a moment, she felt like she had a headache. Blood, everywhere. A Masked reptilian shape with wings loomed in front of her. Her sister had been thrown against a wall, and all that stood between her, and the dragonic creature, had been blood. It was Erisu's. She had felt herself go pale, the pain from the strike that had opened her eyes. The feeling of need to drain the blood from this strange, otherworldly masked being. She hungered. Her eyes looked over the creature, and her voice came out in an evil giggle, as she tried to strike. The blood moving like a blade as it went along. It was only when her brother and mother came to her rescue moments later, as she was almost crushed by the dragon, that she had stopped with the white hair and glowing red eyes. She had nearly bled out. She had not realized that the quincy blood and the reiatsu it had, had mutated, allowing her the ability to absorb the reishi and blood of creatures to weaponize it, and to absorb it. She had no control over it, and her mind could not handle it, so she went into shock...
Erisu awoke from her memory. "That... did that really happen?" she would ask herself. She felt confusion over it. She remembered her twin sister's body, battered against the wall. She remembered the smell of the breath of the demonic beast. She remember the feeling as her blood tried to leave her body. She remembered a part of herself being feral in response to it. She remembering the giggling madness. She did not want to accept it. It did not happen. "No, that was just a dream, an illusion, it never happened." she chided herself. There was no way that such an event had happened. She remembered that herself and her sister had to be taken to the hospital, but she could not remember for what. There was no way that it was from that... was it?
She would then notice something odd in the area. "What is going on?" she would ask, almost as if waking up from a dream. There was a man, standing not far from her, and as far as she could see... was he killing someone?
The soft voice behind Theocelese was enough to give his mind pause, once the words were registered. In this pause, his grip on the Guardsman's throat loosed just enough when he turned slightly to look back at the girl. The distraction gave the almost dead man the literal breathing room needed to throw a hand up, a bolt of golden light aimed at the Arrancar's head fired off. The last ditch effort to take care of his master's sworn enemy did not go as planned, and the attack went astray. Theocelese moved out of the line of fire, from what would have been a rather nasty and frightening wound. Unfortunately to the girl behind them, it was headed right for her instead. The thin composition of energy was in essence, like an armor piercing bullet, meant to punch into an armored target. Unlike a normal bullet, this attack would leave an exit wound about the size of a baseball. The attack that missed its intended target, would instead find itself punching into the young human's gut.
Unaware of what transpired, and feeling the pangs of an overwhelming fury take hold of him again, the Guardsman would be smashed into the ground, the throat collapsed and neck broken. Exhaling in a manner that was near snorting. Now that this matter was finally concluded, he called out to Erisu. "None of your business, girl. Return home, and forget what you have seen this night." From his kneeling position, Theocelese moved back to his feet, and turned to look at the human who'd trespassed onto the scene. His face went grim at the sight, and his gut turned into a tight knot.
Post by Hitsugi, Erisu on Oct 1, 2018 17:17:19 GMT
Her mind could not make sense of all of this. It was so unreal that she could not put it in mind. Her body was still standing. She was looking at the situation, but the situation itself was not making sense. There was once again blood all over. How was this possible? The pain still exuded from the spot on her belly where the strange attack had hit. How could an illusion like that hit so hard? Where was her internal organs? They were decimated, probably in chunks around her. She had not even had time to recognize the words that had been offered to her before that had happened. Her eyes were shifting between red and teal blue as those powers, long suppressed tried to unlock themselves again. Her hair was paling in color as well. Her reaitsu, what little there was from lack of use, would show off as a deep crimson color, in the particles of that of a quincy. It was all for nothing though. Her body would not be able to recover, and the powers were not developed enough for her to use them to recover or even undo the wounds.
She realized she was pretty much dead. She coughed up blood, as her eyes welled with tears. "N-n-no... th-this cannot be?" she would question, a wild look creeping into her eyes, as the light in them slowly started to die out. "M-my life... it was just starting to turn around..." she would cough, another batch of blood coming out. She was trying to remain standing but the blood from her stomach and her mouth was too much, and she would fall to the ground, sitting on her legs as best as she could, her hands trying desperately to put any little bit back into the baseball sized hole in her abdomen. It had just missed out on the spine luckily. Or unluckily. She had blood coming down the side of her lip, down her chin. She had some blood on her vest and simple tee shirt that she wore, and her long skirt was helping her stay together, but what still sat there, was a losing battle. She would not be alive long.
She felt the feelings of her body running out of blood, and of organs that were missing removing great links that would keep her system working. Her breath was rasping as one of her lungs had been punctured by the thing that should not have been. She had seen the attack coming, but to her, it was just some illusion to her eyes. Now she was dying. Her hard work at being normal and average. Her newly blossomed love life. Her reestablished connection to her family. All of this was going to waste because she was going to be dead. She was fighting to keep consciousness. She looked to the man, and saw the look on his face. She decided to try to be kind in this moment. She would force her face to soften, and to smile. It was not his fault. "Y-you tried to warn me... p-please do not b-blame yourself." she would force out, her voice quiet, and the colors draining from her. Her eyes were slowly taking on a grayish color. Her pupils had pretty much disappeared as the blindness had taken her. Her hair as well, a shade of white. It was literally all colors had drained from her. Her powers had activated, but it was not strong enough.
She would finally start to fall back, her blood and strength fully giving out.
Her mind flashed over everything. Her lover, her family, her father and how he had not been there to protect her when she was eight. How instead of trying to help her confront it, he tossed her away. How her brother and sister had been penalized... because she had not been a quincy in the sense of her powers. How she was useless to his ambitions. She had heard that in her hospital room. It was part of the reasons she had became enamored with being average and normal. Now she was dead, and her mind was trying to focus between the love and loss, and hatred. She hated herself for not wanting to acknowledge the reality of the situation. She was a person not normal, and she was a person was powers and the ability to see a world that normal and average did not. She chose to blind herself, because of her father, and the fear of her own nature. She feared what her powers might do if she had tried to raise them, and had had no one who wanted to guide them. Her father though, was the worst. He wanted a brave quincy warrior, who would crusade into battle against those things... what were they called? Empties? Clean? Oh... Hollows... Just like she felt in her last moments.
The human would not die bereft of care. Theocelese was the very reason this happened to her, and he would see her to the other side. No matter how it turned out, Erisu would not be left alone. With a static burst, the Arrancar appeared before the human, already on a knee, and cradled the child as if she were his own. His upturned lips had not shifted, even as his eyes gazed down at the wound the girl suffered. If it were something far less serious, he could have patched it up in no time and sent the kid on her way. Instead, Erisu paid the price for the conflict Theocelese was involved in. It was something no mere mortals should have had to suffer for...but here they were. "But it is my fault, child. That your life being taken from you rests on my shoulders...it is something that I never wanted to happen. To you, or to anyone."
The present scene was just a constant reminder to the man that everyone around him were subjected to a fate such as this. It made him want to finish the deed of vengeance, and with his wife, just disappear. Somewhere far away from here, from all of this. No more Hueco Mundo, Las Noches, Soul Society. No more Shinigami or Quincy or Hollow. With each passing day, and another person dead, the prospect of leaving the outcome of the future to whatever the Fates had woven. He'd not interfere anymore, not find a reason to get involved. And if the day came that the forces of opposition came to his door, Theocelese would only pick up his weapons then. Though now, depending on the outcome of what would happen to the girl's soul, meant he couldn't just turn away from it all. He'd already began letting his Reiatsu pour out at a level which should have drawn the attention of the Soul Society the moment his spiritual pressure began to rise.
Nothing.
A grim reminder of his own demise not too long ago. The battle with that monster was not a quiet one, and at least one or more Shinigami having come to help him would have changed how his own future unfolded. "I will not leave you until we know what is to come, and if it becomes an ugly turn...I still will not leave." Theocelese whispered out in the native tongue of this city, and then, as if to ease the girl into passing, he began singing in a different language. The somber song was a lullaby, one sung to him by both his own mother and father when he was just a boy. When the girl's pulse faded, and the life died in her eyes, he closed them. The resulting expunged soul from the corpse held his attention now, more so, the Chain of Fate that hung from where her heart was located. The length of the chain depended all on the girl, and the rate in which the links would begin to consume itself was just the same.
"There are no words that I may say to even begin an apology. There is nothing I can do to give you your life back. I am no healer." His mind did flash with the human girl Aizen kidnapped. Orihime. The one with the odd appetite that he came to appreciate. Theocelese knew her powers, but now, it was far too late to implement that. What's more, how could he have found her in time? Theocelese knew he couldn't have. "Tell me your name, girl. Tell me about yourself. You may call me Kousta. Don't worry. Everything is going to be alright." The name was foreign to these lands, and while it was the shortened version for his human name, she did not deserve the moniker he chose to go by these days. The statements made were nothing more than a feeble attempt to try and keep her calm, from giving into despair and thus, allowing a longer time frame to allow a life not being a horrible monster. Now, Theocelese moved to his feet, dreadfully pulling out a cigarette and after lighting up, did his best to give Erisu a genuinely reassuring smile. For the most part, it was believable.
Post by Hitsugi, Erisu on Oct 2, 2018 17:06:03 GMT
She found herself opening her eyes, but it was not her physical eyes. She looked at the foreign man, and nodded. She found that there was a chain from her new "Body" connected to her corpse. She would reach down, and wipe away the last remnant of a tear. "I still do not blame you, I willingly blinded myself to such dangers, Kousta." she would start, as she would remember her manners, and give a bow. "Hitsugi, Erisu." she would offer up her own name. She saw the wound, and the mesh that was her organs, the blood all over her clothing. It hurt, something else hurt now, but she would ignore it. She had decided as such, she was to be stronger than this when she died. It did not mean she was not seething with anger or hatred at things other than this man. He had tried to warn her. She held no ill will to him. Instead it was towards the dead girl that was her corpse, and to her father. They had been the reason...
He asked to hear about her, so she would speak. "I will take you up on your offer..." She would show some pain from the chain, as it started to eat itself more, sitting down with her legs tucked underneath herself. "Born from the parentage of Aiyumi and Victor Hitsugi, they took mother's name, the second of twin girls, and third child over all." she would smile softly at a memory that flickered, of a potential better time. When the family had lived together, and when even the father seemed like a caring person. "My oldest sibling had been eight years older than me, and my sister born mere minutes before me. We were a happy family back then, but things changed..." She would sigh, the pain was heavy on two ends now, as her spiritual heart would hurt. She would try to keep strong in her eyes and mind though, as she looked at the guy who had taken care of her body during its last moments of life.
"At eight years of age, I was attacked by a hollow in my own home, it had managed to get into our house while we were all out for a day of fun. My sister and I were the first to run into it... it attacked us, and something flared with in me." She was now trembling from the memory. "I now know that memory is real, I had been cut, and my blood became my weapon and shield, but it drained me, almost killed me back then, my sister had seen it, but she had a concussion." She would add this part to help her get over it, but it only made her more angry at herself. "You see, even though I was born of quincy, I some how was not one, and I fought off the hollow until my mother and brother could get there... Even injured its eye, I passed out, feeling a sensation of bloodlust, and various other feelings." She would take a moment to compose herself again, agitated by the very memory. "My first memory after that, is waking up to my father and mother fighting in the hospital room over what I was, and him declaring that I was an abomination, that I was not normal in any sense of the word... at that point my mother and brother tried to convince him that I was still family, but he pushed me away." She felt righteously angry at this, as she steeled herself against the pain of the chain eating itself. She did not care that she had not given him a chance to really speak, for she knew that this tale should be told. Well, she reconsidered, she did care, but she had no idea how long her composure would hold if she did not keep telling him.
She would sigh. "That was when I blinded myself to the spiritual world, to the fight of the quincy, the hollows, the shinigami, all of it. I did not want to be anything but average and normal, so I blocked my memories, and considered all of my family crazy for the things they saw, the things they did, and made myself the most normal and average person I could, even ignoring what my eyes saw, passing them off as illusions from fevers or an active imagination." She felt foolish for those moments now that she thought about it, she wondered if her family other than her father had spent most of their time keeping her alive. She wished she could thank them now, but did not know if she could handle that. "All because my father did not want me around, due to my lack of ability as a quincy... I discarded all things, and was as human as I could muster, but this left me alone. Classmates felt repelled from me, teachers did not notice me either, in fact the moment I decided to be average and normal, it was like most of the world began to ignore me, but I strive forth, tricking myself into thinking I was average to the point of being boring, and miss-able. I became proficient with cooking, cleaning, and organizing, and though I was not top of the class, I was definitely in the upper middle part." She would smile at that, she had worked hard to balance it all, she had left out going back and forth between the houses, but would bring it up now. "I might have spent more time on my studies, but after the incident, my father took my sister, and my mother and brother went to another house, so I had to spend most of my time cleaning and taking care of both houses, swapping every week. Still, I did pretty well for myself." She would smile at that.
She then remembered something. "Oh, um, would you mind pulling the knife out of my pocket? I found it on my desk, along with some broken glass, I would rather it not be found when my body is found, I do not think it is normal, but it is physical." she would request. It was important that something like that not be found by her family, it could lead to further conflict, and she really did not want to deal with that. Not that she physically would be dealing with it... she was dead. Just... more conflict was undesirable. She wanted her family to possibly make amends, or at least for her sister and brother to no longer live apart. This would be the kind of thing that could cause troubles between her siblings, not to mention her mother and father.
She would then cough slightly, the pain getting worse as the chain went up another link. "This rather hurts a lot, but I should continue to focus on my story." She would smile, though she did not know how much longer she could focus. It was getting worse it seemed. She wondered just what was going to happen to her at this rate. She had not noticed, but it seemed like it sped up when ever she went over unhappy stuff, or reminded her of her anger to her father. Even now she was trying to repress the anger and frustration of the control he had over her. She wondered what she would do if she ever saw him again.
"Not long ago, I made amends with my brother thanks to this radiant girl named Rayla Lichtstein. She pushed my life in an interesting direction, as I got caught up in her pace, but it lead to my brother and I actually being able to talk directly, and for it to be less hindered by all that spirit talk, it was nice." She would smile again, and just think about it, all it took was a meeting in the park. "That was about a week ago, but it lead to my brother and mother actually speaking to me, with out it being about eight years ago, or about laundry or food. Maybe she had brought down the barrier I had put up between myself and them, but even more amazing, she convinced me to date her, someone who had not considered romance or what I was into. I spent the last week the happiest I had been, and had been looking forward to more of it... but then I still had my little delusion, and that lead to the baseball sized wound. So that is what it is, my story." She would finish, still sitting.
"Any questions?" she would add, the pain being highest in her chest, her spiritual heart, trying to acknowledge the pain of her emotions, and the sake that she had died young. The fact that this was the end of her life as she knew it. It had been so long, she did not even know what was possible to happen to her now.
No matter how much Erisu would try to get Theocelese to shrug off the morose state of mind, he'd never forget this night. Just like many others, when scenes of tragedy blossomed, they'd stay burrowed into his mind. This story was similar to many others he was a part of, in that the man allowed his own fury to consume him, and rather than make the quick kill and go on with shoo'ing the girl away, he wanted to see that Trojan bastard die slowly. Die painfully. And what did his quest to see his retribution, so divinely given to him, result in? Just another death. Another human being gone, far before her time. It resonated with him on a level the girl probably didn't understand right now, but his own child was taken at an age where she should have been excelling at University.
He could do nothing for the deceased, except to sit with her and wait for the two inevitable options. Whatever comfort he could provide, he did, which seemed to amount to just listening. Theocelese smoked during the tale, and it was learning of Erisu's family that he felt a knot of uncertainty tighten in his gut. She was of Quincy bloodlines...but did not possess the skills or traits of one. For a few quick seconds, there was revulsion in the Arrancar's eyes, but that, much like the budding temper built upon hearing the mention of those craven wretches, died quickly. It harkened back to earlier thoughts with Emilia...what if he'd come across Quincy children? What would he do? Butcher them all? Theocelese wanted to say yes...for the sake the future, to prevent any kind of insane imbalance in the natural order of things, but now the man wasn't sure of himself. Now...he'd wished that bolt actually did some damage to the intended target instead.
By now, Theocelese had moved beside the girl, having already procured the curious weapon from her pocket, as well as any personal effects carried. She needed them. Theocelese knew this, as he still carried around his wallet and keys. It helped him remember his humanity...that despite knowing he was just another monster with a mask, there was still a man somewhere down. Erisu would need such a reminder too, though if his fears of the ever-shrinking length of the Chain came to fruition, he would not let the girl become the mindless, ravenous monster that spent a short while as. No. The change itself was a haunting thing, and he'd wish it upon no one. Let alone a child. Add in the trauma of knowing you died, and watching the body of your former self there. Lifeless and cold. Theocelese shuddered.
"No...I'm sorry to hear your upbringing was not as pleasant as it should have. I had a daughter of my own, not too terribly long ago. I like to think I did everything I could to make sure she knew she was the center of my universe. After her mother was taken from us...I may have been a bit too over-bearing, I'm sure." Theocelese gave a smile of his own, pulling from a cigarette with such strength that over a quarter of the stick burned hot before turning to ash. As the smoke billowed from his nostrils, the Arrancar's gaze fell upon the ground, and his sitting position adjusted so that he could sling an arm over the bent knee. "I will make no illusion of what may happen to you, Erisu. Either a Shinigami will come to perform their Konso ritual, and you will go to the Soul Society, or you will be as I once was. You will turn into a Hollow. Should the latter path be the one you are forced to walk, you'll not be allowed to roam as a monster." His hand reached over now, ruffling Erisu's hair, as if providing further reassurance.
"You'll be an Arrancar, like me. But that does not mean there is no chance for you to feel normality again. Like Shinigami, we are capable of inhabiting false bodies. Making sure you have one is the least I can do so you can continue to live here...but there will come a day when who you really are is revealed. And when that day comes for you, I'd rather you be able to properly defend yourself. I can dispose of any trace of you being here tonight. Just say the word." Despite his relaxed demeanor, Theocelese was waiting for the moment that last chain link consumed itself. In the event of Erisu turning, he'd keep her restrained to the point where her body was allowed to morph, but would not be permitted to leave. It reminded him of all the time Beastia kept him from entering the Human World before the name Theocelese was donned. To this day, he did not know how many souls were saved by the simple act of an old friend.
Post by Hitsugi, Erisu on Oct 3, 2018 16:52:55 GMT
She thought about it for a moment. She was looking at the things that were in front of her, and smiled, before giving him a look. "I would rather my body be left behind. It will make things simpler for me, and for those I love." she states, plainly. She was reflecting on something her brother said, and realized that even Rayla would likely be able to see her as she was now. "I am strong enough to hold on to my humanity mentally, as long as I have someone to keep track of me, even if I become a hollow, I trust you." She would say this with a bright smile, though the pain was getting worse, it was still bearable.
She would look as another link in the chain disappeared, but she was fine with it. "I will not allow myself to become a Shinigami, my mother, brother and sister would not be able to accept it, if I came to them wearing a black robe, and wielding a sword." she would giggle, her voice light, and trying to hide the wince of pain as the chain got eaten. "I am tired of trying to be normal, instead... I want to just be who I will be." she would add, reaching for his hand. It was to help her focus on some sensation that seemed able to interact with her spiritual form.
"Hitsugi Orochi, Hitsugi Ayame, and most important of all, Hitsugi Sakiko. If you ever come across them, please do not fight them, if it is Orochi, you may want to run away. If you run into Stein Victor...I do not care, my father deserves at least a fist to the face, but the others, I will wish no harm to." she would warn. She did not want him to ever fight them, especially if she was to be in his care. "Also, Lichtstein Rayla, she was the one who brought light to my life, once my mind is mine again, I may have to apologize to her for getting shot." She would add that last one with a slight silly smile.
She would look at him. So, he was an Arrancar. That was fine by her. "I hope if I become an Arrancar, that I will be able to be strong, and happy. I have suffered enough in life to know that living as an ornament with delusions of normality is not healthy." She would state this with a bit more light to her, before standing up, and forcing herself to do a little twirl, the Chain was not small enough to make the pain stop her, but she wanted to be brave in the face of this. She wondered... just what kind of a hollow would she become? How would it translate? Would her powers be an influence?
She would randomly start singing in German. It was just a simple little song she recalled, but it was something to do while waiting. "Maybe I should also focus on getting used to fighting from now on, my father... though I hate him, I have a feeling I have a natural affinity for melee, and my powers were blood based... Rayla called me her moon and her night, so a Scythe comes to mind, but I could go for anything that can grant me some simple advantage in combat until I get better." she thought aloud, uncertain of what she would want to wield ultimately, but she put the thought forward anyways. Talking seemed to make this easier, and the pain seemed to null a little if she focused on her thoughts, or responding to things.
She thought about his statement in response to her own story. "I am certain she was lucky to have you as a father." She would state, almost certain of it. He could not be worse than her father, who discarded her for the most part. She hoped Sakiko was alright living under the same roof as him. She would then suddenly drop to her knees from the pain, as the chain was brought down to the last three external links. It would be soon.
He understood all too well the regret the girl was feeling, and it lashed at him internally. A thousand barbed whips snapping and cracking at his mind. The headache returned swiftly then, a dull, pooling ache that inadvertently caused him to let out an elongated exhale. Not wanting to be alone with his own thoughts, Theocelese came to when Erisu picked up his hand. His thumb ran over the top four knuckles of her hand, another comforting gesture, and he gave a half smile. "I will not lie to you...I plan for more than a fist to your father's face. I may even let you address the injustice of his treatment of you, yourself...but the rest, to this I swear unto you, I will not engage in combat with. If I can talk them down, so be it. I will leave it at that, but if these people pursue me in armed combat, I do not guarantee their safety. If need be, I will sever their powers and render them truly human for the rest of their days. The Quincy are my enemy...they have taken so much from me that by the time this is over, I won't be able to count the bodies left behind in my wake." Keen on continuing his bad habit, a fresh cigarette was lit up, and the old one, discarded off to the side. Thinking as nothing more than a soldier was hard at this point. When all he knew he needed to do was dispatch foe after foe was met with a plea to not harm the true enemy...Theocelese would be more than happy to close his eyes, and wake up on the little slice of paradise dreamed of by both himself, and his beloved wife.
His hands ran together, fingers running over where his wedding band once rested day after day. He'd given them back to Sophia with a promise and a reminder that they would need to be wearing them again. "I will teach you, Erisu, and make sure you have the proper capabilities to never look at another and wonder if your fate is ever in question again. Until that day comes, I will protect you, and keep you safe from harm." It was almost time. The rapidly diminishing number of chain links indicated so. The Arrancar stood to his feet, dusting his hands off before crossing over his chest in anticipation of the event. Still, no Shinigami. Another change of topic to get the girl's head in a better state of mind, he'd add: "Maybe you can help me come up with some designs for Las Noches. It always needed the touch of a tender heart, but maybe we can do something with the inside of the palace. I always liked to think we could have a vast forest and running streams in there." He could see the growing agony in Erisu's face, and couldn't help but to grimace. He felt it too. Remembering the day when he was butchered and murdered in this very town, the mind-destroying hatred and rage that surfaced that day.
"Stand now. Do not let this force you to your knees. Combat the robbing of your sentience and remember who you are, who you love, who you want to be." Theocelese knelt down again, a hand held out to aid Erisu.
She would listen to Kousta. She was happy that the family that mattered would not be taken out by this arrancar. She still felt like she had to quip though. "Not all of us Quincy are bad, just like not all Shinigami, and not all Arrancar... even the occasional Hollow." she would state, mostly as a tease as she stood up slowly. The pain was nearly unbearable at the moment. It was coming down to the last link in the chain. It was likely to be maddening if she did not have things with her. "I would like my ribbon though... I should keep that." she would mutter to herself.
She accepted that when she awoken to the masked beast she would become, that he would likely do something. She did not know what that would be yet. "I hope, if I show signs of retaining my mind after this... that you will allow me to grow a little." she would beseech him through clenched teeth, as the pain was immense. A pain like that of cold metal while being overheated in her chest. It was not like anything she had felt before, as the last link started to fully devour itself. She would look at him, her face showing a broken amount of serenity.
In her last moments as a human soul, she would see her loved ones flash in front of her eyes. Her wishes had been neglected, and her regrets were many, but it was her father's face that made the hatred flash, as her eyes went red one last time. Her reiatsu taking its deep crimson coloration, and her hair even flaring white all at once. It was in this last moment, that some clarity formed. She would have to kill her father if only to protect her family from him in the future. To do that, she needed Kousta's teaching. She only hoped he would accept her as a student in her new form, what ever it may be.
Then the transformation would overtake her, as her chain disappeared into the hole in her spiritual body, and her eyes would shut in the moment. A Mask slowly making its way over her eyes and down her face. A slightly bat like face appearing, its nose flared out, and long fangs making its way down from her mouth, as her eyes doubled. Her ears elongating into those of a bat like creature, and her hair growing to match the new size of her of new form, roughly the size of a horse if you considered body alone. Her arms elongated into giant hand like appendages with flaps of skin connecting each finger, and each finger was tipped with a claw.
Her legs spread out, leading to her being on all four. Her legs spreading to make room for a tri-tipped tail that elongated from her lower body, and her feet mirroring her hands to a minor degree. Skin flaps connecting from where her hips were, to her ankles, and then to the tail, creating another set of wings. Her legs changing joint positions to make her legs able to function as both legs, and as flapping muscles.
Her body darkened, becoming mostly a purplish color with hints of white on the mask, hair and nails. Her crimson colored eyes looked forward from their slots in the mask, as the wyvern like form finally stood up. She was confused by this form, but she felt it. Her neck was longer than expected, but her mane of white hair extended down her back. Her skin flaps were like that of a deep purple, while her body was mostly dark. Her mask was white and red. She felt her forward wings fold back, so that she could rest on the forward claw of her wings up front, while her legs held the rest of her body up.
It was unusual to see through four eyes, but she could see many things. She could almost see the Reiatsu coming off of Kousta. She could see her own body. She could hear things from far away. Battle, but also the rest of the city. She could smell many things as well. She just looked at Kousta, and hoped that he could help her put to mind what her mind was doing. The emptiness was probably the worst part of this, but she was certain she could maintain some control for the time. She did not dare try to speak though. She was afraid doing so might make her create an odd noise. In stead she just balanced steadily on her new body.
She wondered how odd she might look, as her tail simply moved up and down experimentally. She kept her mouth closed, breathing for the first time in such a form. She did not know what she wanted to do.
The ribbon was gathered as requested, but his eyes never left the girl. One link left, and that was already dissolving itself. "The one thing no one could ever be prepared for...is the hunger. I'm unsure of how strong it is in others, but the moment I stepped foot into Hueco Mundo was the moment all traces of myself were gone. Even with that wish-granting orb, I barely recall my time as that...thing." Funny how a man who stood stoic and proud for a better part of a day could refer to himself not as a person, but a thing. Truthfully, if pressed, he'd admit to never being more than the monster born in the streets of this city. Still, the more one evolved, the more humanity one retained. "I will come with you and keep an eye on your actions. You will feel pulled to your closest, to your loved ones, to consume their soul to fill the hole in your being. Just as I was not permitted to hunt my daughter, you will not be allowed back in this world until--and if, what you ask of me comes to be true, and your 'growth' has reached a level of stability."
Now Theocelese recalled the times Beastia came to reality before him, just as he was about to lay waste to humans or to break the barrier to their world. He'd come close to eating a soul, but the Vasto Lorde dragged him back. It was one thing to hunt a fellow abomination, it was another to do so to a human who would be able to defend his or herself. In the next recollection of memories that surged forth, Theocelese clutched the ribbon tightly in his fist. And then, the last link was gone, and the process began. It was always hard to watch this. To know her pain first hand, to feel the ripping and expansion of muscle, the breaking and reforming of bone. That mask, the one who concealed your true identity, as if fate was playing some cruel joke of allowing someone a kind of anonymity in order to murder and eat the souls of their lessers, and sometimes...betters. A hand was placed on Erisu's back, it was the only physical comfort he could give now. He sang to the morphing child just as well, hoping the old lullaby would have helped ease some of the mental trauma Erisu no doubt would garner from her metamorphosis.
The softly sang song would not end until the process finished completely. Her form was quadropedal, where as his was bipedal. They shared in common the wings and claws and appearance of some form of vampire. Theocelese walked in front of the Hollow Erisu, and with the ribbon still in hand, stretched the fabric around the thick, bull-like neck. There was just barely enough to tie it on, and so he did. "Speak to me girl, tell me there's some part of you in there." He said this, both hands resting on either side of her head. He looked deep into those crimson eyes, and shuddered at the horror of what lay beneath them. It was then his left hand rose, the index finger becoming prominent as it tapped once against her bone-covered forehead. The digit moved around, and a feeling of warmth, perhaps even to the extent it would ease Eirsu, could be felt. The dark purple, glowing light which illuminated from the tip of his finger lasted briefly as he inscribed his personal sigil upon the mask.
"I'm marking you with a symbol which will both connect us, and give you some protection. There are still many Hollow who know my mark, and be engrossed in terror upon seeing it. This will only work if you desire it so."
Name: The Mark of Destruction Class: Hollow Technique Tier: V Type: Supplementary Range: N/A Description: Theocelese bestows a gift up to three subordinates. This gift is in the form of his Sigil as an Arrancar. Those marked are able to mentally communicate with each other regardless of distance and know where each other are. If a subordinate turns mutinous, Theocelese may detonate the Sigil rendering the friend-turned-foe heavily damaged. Requires OOC consent before application
Post by Hitsugi, Erisu on Oct 11, 2018 2:26:37 GMT
She would accept the ribbon around her neck, and the mark upon her mask. She was not certain how else to handle this situation, but it was important to her. She had already felt the hunger, and to her, it felt oddly familiar. Not that she had felt the hunger before, but more that it was like she was empty, and now trying to fill that void. Something that she had often felt before Rayla had shown up into her life. She would gently blink all four of her eyes, suppressing it for now. It may have been that she was weak, or maybe that her powers were hindered. Either way, she was not going to go hunting here.
Slowly, she would stand up after a few moments of getting everything into control. Her legs holding her body properly, while her arms stretched, showing off the full extent of her forward wings. "I agree to your terms, I would only try to kill my father, and he is likely to be able to kill me before I have a chance." she would state to him. Though her face was not able to put up expressions, her eyes still showed that she was mostly joking about killing anyone.
Her voice showed a slight sadness though. One that felt sorry for many things. For not being able to spend more time with Rayla, or getting close with her Twin sister, or even getting to understand her older brother more. She would not get to cook for her mother anymore, and as a human, she had not managed to get her father to stop being such a jerk. In this form, she would not be able to punch him effectively. She would lean back down, this time having her forward wings folded into the way a bat would likely use to walk around.
She would notice her voice did not sound that bad. It was still odd to speak with a now bat like mouth. Even if it had some reptilian qualities. Her tongue was a lot longer, but so were her jaws. She also had to be careful not to pierce her tongue on the elongated eye teeth. She could do some severe puncturing if she was not careful. "As I have accepted your Mark, and your direction, please guide me from here on, I think leaving Karakura would be safest." She wanted to leave before her instincts as a hollow took over.
She took one quick look around the river pathway. It was her place of death, and come morning, her body would likely be discovered. She hoped that her loved ones would not mind. She would promise silently to visit them soon.
"Then we are in agreement." The voice came not from the Arrancar's lips, but his own words formulated in thought, and sent without verbal need to Erisu. He wanted to gauge the reaction to the occurrence. "If I am not present and you are in need of my presence, all you need do is think what you need to say to me, and I will hear you." This time, the man spoke aloud, and did so as his fingers raked across the open air, tearing open the divide between this world and the one the newly mutated soul would come to call home. The portal would land them just outside of Las Noches. Theocelese gestured to Erisu to follow beside him, and with their leaving of the human world, all that would await the denizens of Karakura in the morning was just another mysterious, and gruesome murder. Of a child, none the less. Theocelese said nothing since his last words, and while he showed no emotion or mental affliction, there was an anger boiling inside of him that could only be turned inward.
"I'm going to make the assumption that you were never told of the place we are going to. It is desolate...and it is dangerous. Trust no one, and be quick to answer with your claw. Hueco Mundo is a place where the strongest, or smartest survive. You may not be tugged by the need now, but like the others, you will seek to evolve and see your strength grow. I can assist you in this endeavor." By 'can', Theocelese was more or less inserting himself into this endeavor to some degree. Whether or not Erisu understood this at a moment....Well, it didn't take the noggin' much joggin' to get a feeling the whole reason this happened was because of the man himself.
Post by Hitsugi, Erisu on Oct 18, 2018 23:39:20 GMT
It was if there was a new change in things. She could feel the way this person who had taken her under his metaphorical wing had spoken to her mind, and knew that the thing he had applied was working. It was not something she would have acknowledged under normal circumstances. The old her would have been too obsessed with her illusion that she would have thought it beyond her. Something he had done had made contact through thought easier. It was something that she was appreciative of. She would just have to return the favor, as she watched him open the portal to the world that was known as the world of the hollows. She had heard it mentioned once, but that was ages ago.
That was where 'He' Resides. That was the thought in her head. She saw the shadows of her memories about it, and knew that she may come across him. A part of her smiled at this. 'So, this is to be my new home, I gladly accept your guidance, Kousta in any case.' she would think to him. She focused on it as a test.
She realized her world was being turned upside down, but it was needed. The best growth came from change and being thrown outside ones comfort zone. She had heard victor mention it to her siblings at one point. It was about time that Erisu stepped from it. She had a random thought intercede... one that had happened before that point.
"Your middle name, your title, the thing you will aspire to be, is Carmilla. Another name for Elizabeth of Bathory, the true monster that most base upon Dracula. You will become blood thirsty as her when you fight, and in doing so, you will be a strong weapon, though not as strong as your brother."
It was something her father had explained. Sigurd, Mordred, Carmilla. Even he had one, but a special middle name. It was something of a basis for the Stein family. Her's was the monster that would lead to the dragon. She almost laughed remembering that... for it was not long before a dragon had stood before her, and that exact power had risen in front of her. She had revealed the truth of her power, and then after being hospitalized, forbade herself from doing anything and using it, or acknowledging it... maybe she should take back that name. It might fit her better than Erisu as a Hollow and Arrancar, though she would never truly leave that name behind.
With one last look into Karakura, and the late night air, she would lift off the ground, flapping both sets of wings, before flying into the portal, and leaving Karakura town... for now.
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