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Satoshi floppped his body against the not so sturdy blanketless bed, and rolled onto the floor holding his head in terror. The Shinigami was in an alley that was not too often used by any race. It's secluded, the perfect place for a crime, yet it's ironically one of the safest places in Naruki city. This is usually where Satoshi crashes when staying low key inside the city, but doesn't like to take long visits so he keeps his "Home" (A bed without a sheet, blanket, or pillow. With a hole inside the wall that he used as a space to keep absolutely nothing.
Awoken by his night terrors, he lay aching on the ground squirming left and right in agony as the voice inside him vibrated through his skull like a 200mm bass subwoofer, and amplified with every second. Satoshi slowly managed to take his hands from his ears, and struggled to bring them to the floor as to help push his body up into a standing position. With one huge push he managed to narrowly knock himself onto him feet, as he then slammed into a wall. Satoshi had a grey tanktop on, along with his black shinigami lower garments. However, the rest of his clothes layed over his bed, including his weapon. The man leaned up against the wall, and lowered both of his hands into his pockets in a depressing what. The silver haired shinigami's head hung toward the ground, as he stood still in a menacing spiral of killer instinct, hollow, and hope. The energy made a dark crimson reiatsu swirl around his body slowly.
"PaGH-AGH" The Vizard's hand slammed toward his mouth and clamped it shut as blood gushed from this throat into his moath, right onto his palm. Blood came through his fingers and trickled onto the ground in little drops. Satoshi's body was clenched up from this into an obtuse shape. He slowly lowered his hand to his right side, and it hung letting orbs of crimson drip into the floor, steaming with Reiatsu.
"What a bitch.." He says in disappointment to the situation. He cracks his neck without his hands and pushed off against the wall with his glutes. His legs shifted toward the bed in an attempt to get to his items. He grabbed his cloak, his Zanpakuto, and his upper garments and began to put them all on one by one. First his garments, then his Zanpakuto. And finally, his signature black cloack, with a white trimmed collar, marked with red. He whirled it around him in a circle and thrusted his right arm in to the sleeve, and then caught the jacket and put the other hand in the remaning sleeve.
He then slumped against the bed and rested his face against his reitsu radiating hands. As soon as he did, his mask appeared halfway on his face, and he got surprised, and tore it off quickly. He shook it off as a weird coincidence, and rested hid hands against his face once more. He expected it to happen again, but it did not.
The onyx-haired Visored couldn’t remember the last time he’d been to Naruki City. Certainly over two decades. He was pretty sure his last visit had seen him come face to face with an Arrancar at the head of one of the families in charge; however, it seemed she- as well as all of the other ruling families- had dissolved in the time he hadn’t been here. However, it seemed this trip would prove interesting in its own way as well. Hidane sat on the railing of a fire escape overhead in the alley, tipping his head back to take a sip from his can of soda as he watched the strange man struggle below with himself. He could easily feel it; there was certainly the deep influence of Hollow Reiatsu in him, but it was in an unusual state. He seemed to be struggling with it, but it was already well built into his soul, as he had only ever sensed from Visored who had already overcome their Hollow once.
The night air was cold, but Hidane chose still to wear his usual outfit, a sleeveless Chinese-styled top, black on top of slim black pants. The lights on these streets were few and far between, despite the district being well-off and built up, so only a slim ray of dim orange light slipped into the alleyway, illuminating the Shinigami’s head and hands alone, while Hidane rested in the shadows. He was hiding his Reiatsu almost entirely, and with the apparent gap he could sense between this Shingami’s and his own, he was certain the man wouldn’t be able to sense his Reiatsu.
Finishing his soda, he figured it was probably about time he made his presence known, since he’d been sitting there watching the Shinigami’s struggle unfold the whole time. He tossed the empty can down, letting it bounce off of and into an open trash can. Once the Shinigami would look up to find him, he would wave down, a friendly smile on his face.
His head had echoe'd with different words and swirling thoughts. His entire was filled entirely with the feeling of imploded inside your mind, and then exploding over in quick successions. Nothing else had filled his mind in the loneliness of the little corner of Naruki city...until a tap of aluminum against cement, and through his fingers his eyes darted toward the location of the sound, and he nearly instantly pinpointed the can, and noticed how it bounced once, and then accurately into the trash-can. At first, he couldn't sense anyone around. However now that he looked more keenly into the black, he could make out a figure. Considering he could not sense a single ounce of Reiatsu from this individual, that means he was obviously on a whole other level then himself. Usually people think that concealing their pressure would naturally be a good way to keep their true strength hidden. Unfortunately in this age of race war, people who have something considerable hide usually hide it well, and stay hidden until they want to be found.
It's a simple tactic to follow if you want to stay alive, and it's exactly what Satoshi was doing until now. His inner killer stopped swirling inside and remained equally cautious as his balanced character. In order to have that kind of accuracy, and then delibrately use that accuracy in order to simply get attention and then make movements towards Satoshi is a second natured yet somewhat demeaning use of skill, which means he has a good amount of hand-eye coordination. This initial thought gave him an idea of what his strength was in terms of accuracy, but nothing else so far. He shifted his position a little bit away from the individual as if he didn't notice him, but his deathly glare gaped toward the newcomer. He couldn't get any read. Even humans have small signatures, and people near his level could easily be sensed from this range. He had showmanship, at least.
"Enjoy the show I take it, friend?"
There was nothing but the sound of the streets in the air...
Suddenly, the man scrambling about took on a completely different demeanor; reacting to the can, the Shinigami quickly located Hidane, keeping still and a wary expression on his face. Examining the situation, determining how much trouble he could be in, possibly making escape- or confrontation- plans. Like a cornered mouse. A playful grin came across the Visored’s face. “I would’ve,” he called back, “if I had any idea what I was watching.” That was true enough; he couldn’t figure this guy out. With Hiyori and the other Visored out about their business all the time, Hidane seemed to be the main anchor through which new Visored in Karakura and the surrounding area flowed to overcome their demons… or fall to them. But this guy… he’d never seen him before, which means either there was someone else on the scene or he’d taken a more dangerous approach to his trials.
Or, something else had happened, as the man below him seemed rather unstable.
With a loud click he would appear on the ground in the alley, standing to the left of the Shinigami, the same wide, playful grin on his face. Would the Shinigami jump back, try to flee? Lash out? Be frozen in fear? He didn’t particularly care to scare him, but he was curious to see what kind of person this guy was.
The look of excitement and wonder..it had been written on the newcomer's face with permanent magic Sharpie. He had come to know it all to well, as he himself tended to wear it with a little too much bliss from time to time. And directly after this, the man kept the same expression as he used his superior stepping speed to appear on Satoshi's left horizontal. With the smile this man was carrying, it was made apparent to Satoshi that the man was trying to get a rise out of the Vizard. And with the energy that was now being displayed as he was near Satoshi, he could tell he wasn't too far from him. Being split himself, he could feel some sort of tear in the other man's own energy, but not near to his own cluster fuck.
As the opposing man had vanished nigh instantaneously, and re-appeared just as immediately. At first, it had unsettled Satoshi. As naturally his first instinct was to react in a defensive manner. Luckily he had suppressed it enough so that instead of his hand going straight for his blade, both of his hands simply slid backward toward the direction of it. When the man had begun looking at him from the side to see his reaction, it was then Satoshi's face had shifted ever so slightly. His eyes had began to shift from a bright gold to a dirty brass, filled with lust of killing intent. His mouth had grown a slight grin to the left side of his cheeck, as he used his hands to push himself lightly off the bed, as he slowly raised himself to his feet.
His feet lifted and he taken a few small scale steps toward the other individual, until he was only two feet away from his face. His eyes locked into the other man's, trying to analyze him just as much as the black haired male was trying to study Satoshi's own reaction. He stood sturdy, trying not to give into his game. Game's were something Satoshi were good at, and every player wants to win.
The onyx-haired Visored watched the reaction of this man with… disappointment. Moving before him was not the figure of a Shinigami or Visored, but that of a wild beast startled by another that came rolling out of the underbrush, bigger than he’d anticipated. The beast moved like an untrained, wild animal, seemingly intimidated, but then standing and moving to confront Hidane, but in the end keeping a distance. Wordless, the entire time, and even after. Hidane held his gaze for a moment, but his own grin had subsided quickly. He could easily sense that there was something… off about him, not even speaking mentally. There was an imbalance, unusual in those whom had overcome the first hurdle of becoming a Visored, and perhaps that was affecting his behavior.
“Not the talkative type, eh?” He let out a long sigh, brushing hair out of his eyes, letting his posture give no sign that he was threatening this man… or that he felt threatened in the least. “How… disappointing.” Thus, it would likely catch the silver-haired man completely off-guard when Hidane’s Reiatsu would come crushing down on him, likely forcing him to his knees by the suddenness of it if not by the raw force. Hidane would turn around and take a few slow steps away from him. “You see, at this point I thought to consider myself a bit of an… expert… in the condition that you and I have.”
He turned back towards the Shinigami… Visored… whatever he was, with the playful, almost sadistic, grin back on his face. The skin on the right half of his face seemed slightly paler, and his right eye wasn’t quite as white as it was before.
“So, if you’re not much for conversation… how about you show me what you’ve got, then?” He spread his arms out in a taunting gesture. “Or… are you so overwhelmed that you can’t even move?” If the Visored failed to move, he would lighten his own Reiatsu up little by little until he could, just to see what he would do; would he be foolish enough to try to attack Hidane when he was so clearly outmatch, or would he let his words do the fighting for him this time around?
Either way, Hidane was looking forward to learning something new today, if this newcomer even knew what was happening to himself.
Satoshi's face remained vividly the same throughout most of the conversation that was had. At that point, Satoshi could see his the long-haired man's grin fizzling into a grim posture that seemed to radiate throughout his body. It was easy enough to sense a man who was once broken. And even easier to sense somebody who likes seeing broken people. The Vizard could tell that the man wasn't liking his reaction, and it satisfied him to know he wasn't meeting his ever so important standard of appreciation. His smirk widened slightly, and his eyebrows raised in curiosity as he spoke softly "You smell like disorder..how interest-"
Satoshi was cut off by the man's abrupt use of his spiritual pressure to attempt force him to his knees, which was made apparent that he was trying to make some sort of point. Before the full force struck him to his kneecaps, he shifted his left foot forward as to shift his weight more evenly to buy a little bit a time, and he poured out as much of his own spiritual pressure in defense of this as he could, allowing him to only reduce to a crouch position instead of his knees. As he did this, he looked upward at the adversary and his topaz eyes glowed with an extreme glow of triumph, even though the situation clearly stated he was at a loss. His hands rested on his knees as as his body shook from the pressure of the man's spiritual pressure as well as his own adrenaline.
"I can assure you, friend. Me and you are quite different in our situation. Funny enough Kimosabi, I talk in a fair amount of detail. So maybe you just need to cut your poem's short, eh?"
He chuckled a bit, knowing that saying a sentence like that could easily get him killed. But this man knew he had few options to begin with, so he might as well make them count. The Silver haired Vizard had attempted to push the boundaries of the Onyx haired man's fuse as to see if he himself was stable enough to handle his own kind of torment. He knew that many powerful individuals held themselves in high esteem and didn't like to take direct insults without punishment being dealt if they can succeed in doing so.
"As for your question, I can move ever so slightly. But I can assure you, I do have a means of killing even people beyond my own skill level. Though the chances of me being able to use it on you at this point are slim to none, so there is honestly no point in attacking you unless its just to feed your ego."
He blew silver hair out of his eyes as his drifted toward his pupils. Satoshi twisted his right arm slightly to mentally remind himself that his secret weapon is under his sleeve. Since it didn't give off any energy, and was covered by a trench coat, Satoshi doubted Hidane could have seen it.
His Zanpakuto still lay on the mattress he was sitting on.
"Now, shall we get on with whatever this is going to turn out to be?"
So, this one could speak after all. Good. The onyx-haired Visored all but completely let up on his Reiatsu once the silver-haired man had claimed it would be useless to try to attack him; a fair point, given the apparent difference in their levels of power. Though that didn’t mean Hidane would completely let his guard down, he did give the silver-haired one freedom to move as he pleased without difficulty, while leaving his Reiatsu about enough to be reminder that it’s there and for the thin black mist of his Reiatsu to be present. He watched the silver-haired man closely, seeing as he had withstood the Visored’s Reiatsu to some extent, which was… impressive.
“Well then, if you can talk, then no need for any forced actions. That’s good.” He paused for a moment, shrugging as if his show of power and the silver-haired man’s retaliation mattered nothing to him. “To ease any concerns you may have, I’m not here to harm or kill you. Your Reiatsu, the situation it seems to be in has simply… captured my interest, a bit, seeing the similarities and differences there are between yours and mine, on a fundamental level.”
He walked over to a wall of the alley and leaned against it, crossing his arms against his gut, but still watching the man closely.
“So, if you can talk, then tell me about yourself and what’s going on there. Starting with the name I asked for, preferably.”
With a small silence between the two talking, Satoshi could feel the weight of the man's Reiatsu being quickly relieved from his body and its surrounding area. Almost as if he was Atlas himself holding up the sky of all three worlds. With a sigh originating from relieved tension, he removed himself quickly from his crouched position onto his feet and placed his right palm onto his neck, pushing with a slight pressure whilst bending in order to 'Crack' his neck. He could feel air pockets as well as energy build-ups being relieved, as his new-found powers seem to naturally build up tension and stress in his body without him even noticing half the time.
Briskly, the Vizard's hand slipped back into his pocket while simultaneously turning to face his Odachi Zanpakuto that lay across the bed. His radiantly Silver bed of hair streaked across his face as if there were window blinders in his vision. He extended for his Odachi, grasping the middle of the scabbard with a firm grip. Pulling it up, he placed it into his sash downward, like the usual Japanese sabre. Looking at his left hand before answering the opposing individual, he needed some kind of pain to snap his mind back into its normal focus on reality. His index finger met his middle finger with an inhuman amount of force, causing it to pop out of its socket, making a very unpleasant snapping noise. His eyes unfocused for a brief moment of pain, then re-centered onto his finger that was now slightly out of place. Using his other hand's fingers, he pinched it at the point of dislocation and put it back into its place.
Staring at it for a slightly unusual amount of time, his mind seemed to come back together as the limb seemed to go limp and fell to his side, leaving only his left hand in the air, which he placed back into its usual pocket placement. His hair parted elegantly as his face raised to look at the Onyx haired man, his facial expression completely blank as if he had never had an emotional response in his life. In order to keep control of all his rage, he had to equalize it with no emotion at all. An extreme to meet an extreme.
"I figured you weren't here to do either of those things, otherwise you wouldn't have been watching me for such an extended period amount of time, especially after being discovered. Find what you're looking for?" He whispered the last sentence ever so slightly.
With a deep breath, he began walking slowly in a large oval, going around the little area between buildings they were in as if asked to do laps.
"I can definitely say this has been an unexpected series of events. But sometimes the unexpected is needed to explain the expected, wouldn't you agree, friend?"
He chuckled to himself in slight humor, growing a slight warming smile whilst stopping in front of the path of the other man leaning against the wall.
"Isn't it common courtesy to introduce yourself first? Regardless, It's Satoshi Yamada. That name means jack shit at the moment, but someday relatively soon, people will shit their little ego's hearing it."
Hidane continued to watch this man in… displeased curiosity, he guessed it would be called. Certainly now that he’d been called back to reality, and that Hidane had let up his Reiatsu, the man’s movements were less erratic and slightly more calculated, but there was still something off about them. Or perhaps it was just something off about the guy in general. It didn’t sit well with him. When the silver-haired Visored came back around in front of him and began talking, he still wasn’t sure what it was that this guy was after, if anything.
“Ah, but I wasn’t looking for anything. I simply do as I please, and passing by your situation only happened to pique my curiosity.” He shrugged, a slight grin on his face. “Though, I suppose I’m always looking for something. You, however… well, we’ll just have to see if you fit the bill.” So far, however, he was rather unimpressed.
As for the next thing he said… that was completely lost on Hidane, and only received a confused look in response. He was still waiting for a response to the question he’d asked.
“Ah, how careless of me.” he said, emphasizing his speech a bit too much. He wasn’t sure about this guy, and he wanted to keep him in check; and sometimes, for the onyx-haired Visored, that meant putting on a much more arrogant front than he would usually care to. “Usually I pay more attention to my manners in that case. The name’s Hidane. Hidane Asuka Koga.” Satoshi Yamada, huh? Not a name he was familiar with… must not have been a big shot in the Gotei, or at least not while he’d been around. And what was that last bit? People would ‘shit their little egos’ upon hearing his name?
Well now, that certainly didn’t have a good ring to it.
“Okay, so now we have each other’s names. How about we cut to the chase, then? I simply stopped because of our… similarities, but more so our differences. Yours seems much more… unstable than mine.” He wasn’t so sure he could say that when just a few weeks ago he’d tried to blow up a part of Karakura Town just to try to kill Seran, but that wasn’t anything this guy needed to know. “Any idea what’s up with that?” Perhaps the guy was just a psychopath… it certainly didn’t seem unlikely.
Satoshi couldn't help but chuckle. '..what's up with that?' was spoken by the man. It was if he was saying 'Hey, we're both fucked up. What's the deal?'. On a minor scale, the weirdness of the question was humorous to him. Another thing that struck Satoshi as particularly strange was how this entire time, this man was acting like he had some kind of right of passage over himself to ask him these questions. As if just being two people with possibly similar personalities was enough to spark an entire conversation. Yet he was testing the Silver-haired Vizard with a certain..carefulness. As if he had knowledge of these situations, or at least over him.
He didn't buy into it. Satoshi placed both of his hands behind his back, locked by holding eachother. He looked casually at the man's shoulder's as he shrugged, and slowly looked back into his eyes with as slow blink. All the while carrying a feint smile.
Something was too straight-forward about this man to be just genuiely concerned or curious. It seemed he was expecting something out of Satoshi. The Vizard watched as 'Hidane' had began inserting sarcasm, all the while intending to be serious. This guy might as well be poking at Satoshi. Perhaps poking back would be interesting.
He nodded to acknowledge Hidane's words, though passively. One thing was for certain, the onxy haired man was still trying to get a complete grip on his motives, and vise versa.
"A man with a path, but no destination...Hm, well.. Freeing." He took a deep breath, and then exhaled for a new set of words.
"Salve', Mr. Koga.." he said as he bowed his head slightly, as he spoke the Latin greeting.
He thought about Hidane's question for a moment, then did a low chuckle to himself.
"'Any idea.. what's up with that?' Heh, I suppose that's the question of the century for us then. One that seems a bit too open ended to answer specifically." He answered honestly.
The man's question was simply too..broad. Not only that, but he was too vague with what he wanted out of Satoshi. There was no way he was spilling anything unless he was on the same level that the Silver haired Vizard could be on.
The onyx-haired Visored fought back a sigh as the silver-haired man spoke once again. Either he didn’t know what the hell Hidane was talking about, or he was just being intentionally difficult. Either way, it seemed he wasn’t going to get any answers out of him, not like this. It wasn’t so much that Hidane felt the information he might have was particularly necessary; more that he simply wanted to be aware of anything he could when it came to Hollowfication. With Shinji and some of the others in Soul Society, and Hiyori and them going about their lives no longer needing to remain hidden, it seemed the responsibility of managing Hollowfication incidents in the area had fallen all but solely on him. And yet, he knew nothing of this man, but he still lived, suggesting that he had made it through Hollowfication in some unorthodox fashion, otherwise Soul Society would have sent someone strong enough to put him down during the process.
But here he stood.
“No destination? I wouldn’t call it that. But we’ve only just met, so my destination is my own.” He pushed off from the wall and walked a few feet out of the alley. “Though I suppose that’s why I shouldn’t expect straight answers right off the bat either, eh? This introduction hasn’t exactly been the most ordinary, after all.” He put his hands in his pockets, not much unlike Satoshi, and glanced either way down the street. He didn’t know this city well yet, but it seemed the place where a nice place could be found before too long, and he wasn’t about to show this guy his hideout.
Something still seemed off about him.
“Maybe a change of scenery is in order? Perhaps my approach was a bit too much.”
Frankly, he didn't want to give this man the idea of being off-put by him. He knew that being unresponsive to questions the man had for him would only irritate him further, even more uninterested most likely. And as he thought about it for a second, Hidane seemed like a man who had more knowledge about this then he was trying to just tell him at first. He seemed like he was trying to put on a metaphorical referee outfit. Eh..it's probably time to spark the conversation a bit more, especially since he doesn't trust going anywhere with someone he has just met in these kind of situations. 'Stranger danger' as they say.
In situations like these it didn't seem unlikely to get even more information then the person asking the questions, and the Golden-eyed Vizard couldn't help but inquire whether this man was going reject any sort of counter-questions about his own experiences with their, "..similarities". Couldn't see any reason he wouldn't at this point.
Regardless, he needed to show an equal amount of interest in the growth of this conversation. He had absolutely no idea if this man going to try and kill him if he lost interest, and he didn't want to take that chance. Especially when he was this unstable with his hollow right now. So it's pretty much a win-win trying to play-along.
In an apologetic manner, Satoshi closed his eyes while raising his hand to the back of his head to rub it. Time to switch it up.
"Ahh! No no, I do apologize. No need for trastic measures. You'll have to excuse my own lack of manners, I was being a bit anti-social." He laughs softly.
Looking around, the man spotted a back-door to an abandoned warehouse building that seemed to have been struck with a gas explosion, as 1/5th of the building was caved in. But it would have to do, so he pointed to the door with an attempted warm smile.
"Though, it is a bit underwhelming here. Perhaps a minor change."
It didn’t take long after the suggestion of a change of scenery before the silver-haired man gestured towards a door nearby, suggesting that be where they go. Hidane looked up and down the building, a run-down warehouse not much unlike the place he’d called home until only days ago. He let an entertained grin slip onto his face and then smiled graciously, nodding as he walked to the door and opened it. Unlocked. How convenient for them was that? He stepped inside the building and looked around; floors caved in up to the roof, looking like some sort of giant had stepped down into the middle and then only the roof had been replaced.
“Ah, feels like home,” he commented to himself, though his home now was quite a bit more cozy than this. It did rather remarkably resemble the warehouse that the other Visored lived in back in Karakura, though.
He walked across the open space, the lights from the streets dimmed by boarded up windows and high walls, only the pale glow of the moon seeping in through windows and holes in the roof. He held out his left arm, bandaged so that not even a sliver of the jet black skin underneath showed, and flexed his fingers before clenching his fist tight, then letting it go. That place wasn’t his home anymore, not with what he intended for his future… a future he would shape himself, to the best of his ability. He turned and looked at the door he’d left open, waiting for Satoshi to enter as well.
“It would seem I may have gotten a bit ahead of myself,” Hidane said apologetically, “of course you wouldn’t be keen on answering my questions when I come in wielding my power so freely, seeking only to benefit myself.” He found a pile of rubble to the side of the open space, found himself moving towards it, and leaned on it. “If you have any questions yourself, you are free to ask. It is selfish and foolish of me, and disrespectful, to expect you to answer my questions without anything in return.” He laughed, softly. “For all I know you don’t even have the answers I seek… not that I know there even are answers.”
He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath, then opened them against; left crimson red shimmering in the moonlight, right pure white with no indication of an iris or pupil, dull and only the scar over it glowing softly.
“We’ll start with our similarities. As you may know, what we have gone through is known as Hollowfication, and what we would be classified as now are called Visored. Part Shinigami, part Hollow.” He looked at Satoshi once more, a more serious expression on his face. “Let’s start there; when did you… become what you are now, let’s say? And how? Usually others of our kinds oversee the change, otherwise we would draw attention from Soul Society and be cut down before the change could complete. And yet, this is the first time I am hearing of you, and you live far away from any of the rest of our kind that I know of.”
That was the first, and possibly most important, thing on his mind. If there was something going on, some new method of Hollowfication that bypassed that critical, dangerous part of the change, it would be best for him to know of it… it could save many lives, and make things easier in the future, for himself and for others in the future.
It seemed the most random of locational decisions was actually a rather familiar one for long-haired guy. As Satoshi pointed at the building for the sake of simply having something to do while talking, the bandaged man had commented on the beaten warehouse as, 'feeling like home'.
Perhaps Hidane came from a lower level of the social hiearchy, but he didn't seem like a very humble person. Though he himself had remembered a time when there was nothing to eat but scraps from other souls in the Rokungai. Years and years of extended terror had turned into anger and suffering as he fought to defend his very life against the people so desperate to exact revenge all those years ago..the very start of his goal.
Satoshi walked up a few steps that connected to the doorway, trailing his hands along the rustic and cracked wall that covered the interior of the layout. Stepping inside, he rubbed his fingers together with dust and grime covering the tips of them.
He wiped them off on his black trench-coat with a frown of curiosity. This place had also reminded him of his past home. Though it was nowhere near this size or detailed architecture, it was twice as structurally sound. He wondered why the Human race had such inefficient ways of building placement in such a large and prospering city. You'd think they would have replaced things like these without a moment's notice.
Sunrays and car lights trailed through the windows covered with 2 by 4 planks of wood, indicating the building has been sealed up and forgotten about for quite a while. The smell of damp wood was the first thing that became apparent to him, infecting the house with a light stench of mold. No matter how old he got, he always hated the smell of the poor Rokungai. He took in a deep breath, not-so-great nostalgia rushing to his head.
The man placed his hands behind his back. Hidane had apologized as well, practically resetting the conversation.
"Fair enough.." He replied to his apology. "I gracefully accept your apology, Mr. Koga. Think nothing of it." He insighted. He raised his hand from his back in a, 'you don't need to worry' gesture.
He thought for a moment, not knowing what to expose and what to with-hold. Unique topic.
"Mm..Well, I've been 'like this' ever since I was in the Soul Society. As far as becoming something far more then just a Shinigami. A 'Vizard' as people seem to call it, It seems as though I simply awoke with it. A natural occurance in my case, as far as I know. I wasn't aware anyone else was inflicted, let-alone being hunted."
This changed his perspective of things. He left the Soul Society out of his quicky growing instability, knowing he wouldn't be able to stay there without being ridiculed for his two sides His Dark Passenger. Satoshi had never joined just to be apart of it in the first place, fuck that.
He knew what he had to do from the very moment of the birth of his identity.
Rubbing his chin with his hand, he lowered his head in slight thought.
"I have survived this long because I don't give people a reason to think they can intimidate me." He looked at his hand with his hidden weapon strapped to his covered forearm. His arm covered in scars from years of battle, torture, and self-inflicted wounds which dotted his body like artwork.
Hidane’s expression quickly turned to one of disappointment, but not anger, when Satoshi told his story. He’d just… woken up one day, with a Hollow living inside of him with relative stability? What the hell? Not only was that completely unprecedented, but the fact that it was so simple meant that Satoshi would, almost certainly, have virtually no information on the situation that would prove useful to him. What a shame, then, and he was getting so excited about find out about a safer way to get people through Hollowfication, and it was for nothing. With the rise in the number of people experiencing it lately, it would have certainly been useful.
Well, he couldn’t dwell on the past.
“An interesting development, to say the least,” he responded simply, not wanting to let on completely about how disappointed he was in the outcome of the conversation so far. He offered a friendly smile, genuine. “It must have been confusing then. Most of us have to fight for the… relative stability, at least, that you seem to have, though it is not as stable as I would expect for someone in control of it. But no matter. If that’s all there is to it, then I guess we can leave that particular subject of conversation alone then.” He let out a sigh and looked up through a crack in the roof at the moon.
“Well, it’s only fair that you get to ask a question now. Don’t let me just bombard you with my curiosities.”
He exhaled heavily. He was getting a bit..impatient of the conversation they were having. This seemed like a conversation that was suppose to have a purpose that then turned into it's own thing. As they began talking, the Vizard noticed that he looked at his arm earlier, which happened to be bandaged. Thinking back, Satoshi could call quite clearly a memory about a Human man with no arm. There were quite a few people in this world that made it seem so very small when it came to meeting someone, yet big enough to cover up events that should have changed the very course of history. Every man had a story, and Satoshi's was much longer then he wanted to just simply tell him. His battle was far more internal then he would have liked to admit.
Studying an abandoned meta-cutting machine, he walked along the lengthy old technology, noticing the crude but efficient part-placement that Human's were so well known for. Self destructive but ironically more innovative then any other race he has seen so far. He always thought to himself what it would be like to meet someone who had the goal of leading their own race to better 'tomorrow'. Though in retrospect, they seem to be rather lacking in self motivational pride when it comes to goals, but soaring in skill when it came to protecting their responsibility to the world.
He chuckled in acknowledgement to the man's words. "Actually, I've been fighting something very similar to primal nature for almost all my life. Waking up with it one day was almost as if I was due a pay-out. My battle was far more an internal one that external. I suppose it's pretty dull when you look at it objectively, I'm sure it's nothing compared to the story's you've witnessed with your own eyes."
But he needed to know more, a lot more. And it seemed Hidane was willing to let him ask a few questions of his own. He began walking slowly in thought, his facial expression changing into something far more serious then what he ever had while they talked.
"I'm sure you know better then anyone that the world as it is, will destroy itself. It is to my knowledge that the Soul Society is beginning to get ahead of themselves in the amount they believe they can actually regulate. After speaking to people much like yourself in terms of experience with these events, it seems change is imminent. Though at the moment the good change that people want isn't anywhere near the other options. That's because people like us struggle to live up to the standards they set, or live in hiding even though our part to play in the saving of lives is equally fundamental, or at least important."
Deciding to open up a bit more, perhaps it would open the door for more specific questions later on. He felt like this was the type of guy who required some kind of stimulation, combative or social.
"After talking to all these people, I don't really know what to think on these matters. I have a lack of experience with these things myself, only educated by stories. How have you managed to pull your own weight?".
Thinking it might give some insight to all the sudden appearences he was curious about, he needed to know about as many individuals as possible if he was going to be more then just a pawn on the chess-board. He had to do it..and he's glad. They would've been proud of him all those years ago.
The onyx-haired Visored watched this man carefully as he wandered the warehouse, examining long-abandoned machinery the purpose of which was lost on Hidane. There was a great many things Hidane had researched in his life in the Gotei, but the least of which was human invention and machinery. He had little use for more than the basics that were common knowledge, and thus didn’t much care to learn of things he likely would never had a need to use. He found far less interest in these things than Satoshi seemed to, but he allowed the man to wander and explore to his heart’s content; his place was no to stop the actions of others, but inquire further as to what it is they were at their core.
He couldn’t help himself but to laugh a little, when Satoshi spoke of Soul Society… the Gotei 13, the Central 46… overstepping their roles.
“Truer words were never spoken, I’m afraid.” He couldn’t help but agree; it was his whole reason for going on, to prove someday to them all that there is something beyond their traditions of genocide and violence. But he was a mere cog in the machinery; he alone could do nothing, nor could Satoshi, nor anyone else. Even the likes of Sosuke Aizen, in all his seemingly infinite power, had attempted to tear apart the system at the seams, and failed. What could the likes of them hope to do on their own?
No, a violent approach would not work, not without far more power than they had, maybe even far more than they were capable of; and even if that day came, what would that leave them with.
“Though I have to say, fuck their standards. Their standards are what lead to this self-destructive cycle of blood and violence.” He hadn’t moved from his spot against the rubble since he’d found it, a calm observer, aiming to take in what he could, while Satoshi seemed to wander restlessly, seeking out whatever he could find. He’d also mentioned facing a primal nature his whole life; perhaps he’d lived similarly to Hidane?
But no, Hidane had gotten out of it. He’d found solace, penance, and hope in the Gotei, until he’d done to himself things to get cast out. But it had made him… different. It had saved him from his old self, the kind of person he would only see worth in as a corpse now.
“We are simply cogs in a machine greater than ourself, Satoshi. Trying to dismantle it as a whole on our own would be suicide, as such has been proven in recent times. The only thing we can do is take our lives, our power, and use it to make things better however we can.” But, as red-and-white eyes were cast over the silver-haired Visored, Hidane wondered just what kind of world this man saw as ‘better’ than the current, doomed state it was in. “Wouldn’t you agree, Satoshi-san?”
A s he wandered and took in the man's words, he couldn't help but feel empathy for the man's outlook on it. He knew what it felt like to feel completely crushed by the opposition before they even knew you were against them. But it seemed that this man had lacked something that he hadn't seen in any other person he had ever seen...The fire within. At some point, the light of the sun hits the darkness of the earth, shining the truth upon the conscious of those who listen to its calls. And thus, Prometheus allowed the eternal flame to be lit. It was to Satoshi's understanding that a piece of this flame had been placed in him as a blessing just as much as a curse. The fire had granted the Vizard to endure an impossible amount of pain and tragedy. They had tried to break his soul with all their might..Each cut they sliced into his flesh had been a true intention of carving his very being into pieces, and so they succeded. And they would have took his life too, but the fire within himself would have never allowed it. That day, something had sparked within himself...He felt it. And eventually, it gained a name..."Kiyomemasu..The cleanser" And he came to know it as his Zanpakuto. His Zanpakuto was much more to him then just a companion or a piece of his soul..It was the thing that continued his very journey. They may never communicate often or very long, because they don't need to talk about what makes them who they are. They are..Fire. And before anything is created, it must-
"Burn" The Vizard had accidentally spoke out-loud, stopping as his finger trailed the last portion of the primitive technology he had come to grown used to. Forced to leave by his own madness, Satoshi had ran-away from the Soul society as soon as he discovered the 'Dark' inside of him could take physical form. He knew it would be too troublesome to stay amongst the Soul Society. But even being alone..He knew he was not so. He had met many people who had come to know him as a colleague. The Vizard felt the coin in his pocket given to him by the Arrancar he met...Her calling card. Snapping out of his train of thought, he re-keyed in on the words of the black haired Vizard.
He nodded and sighed as he closed his eyes in grim disappointment...The other Vizard had seemed to grow a dis-taste for the action of taking on the Soul Society, but it was understandable. It was just something Satoshi could not afford at any cost...And he would never be alone.
" 'In the days of the end, only miracles and the absurd can prevail. That is what you must be, the absurd. The absurd is an essential concept, and the first truth. And the truth is the basis of all morality, thus morality is the basis of all things.'...Words spoken to my Soul Academy class by the Head captain himself upon our graduation day." He quoted to the Vizard.
"For all of his foolish actions, his words always seem to lead one into believing he is wise." He grunted.
He sighed, facing the Vizard with a much more serious expression. He placed his arms across his chest, tilting his head thus allowing his white hair to rest against his shoulders. Satoshi's fair skin and silver strands of hair had been glistening in the rayed-sunlight from the boarded windows of the warehouse.
"I agree with your conclusion, but not your reasoning for it." He said plainly.
"As much as the absurd seems like just that-.." He placed his right palm in front of him as he put gestures into his words.
"Absurd...There is nothing more then we rely on this word..Mm..Beyond that, I'm sure I come off as solitary. Your implication I keep to myself is quite accurate, but unfortunately for your standards, I have no intention of changing this world alone. But remember, this Hidane Koga. A person's mind is a world of its own, created and destroyed like these ones can. And sometimes, one of these world's has the gravity to affect the other on celestial scales.."
He re-crossed his arms with a deep inhale, then exhaled slowly.
"Nobody had ever told my path was an easy one. It is carved with death. Every stone in the path points to it, in-fact. So the only thing I want you to know is...It is definitely within my knowledge that before I die, whether slow and kindled or quick and vaporizing...They will burn. And it will be my fire that does it. Until that is complete, my purpose is without change." His cold eyes slowly blinked and shifted away from the Vizard, looking to the sky as if it represented the Soul Society.
"Morality itself is fundamentally an illusion...But I have seen good men. Nothing about me says I am good, Koga. But the bad always seems to seek the worst. I guess if you tried to label it, you could label me that. The bad that comes for the worst.
Hidane stood silently and took in Satoshi’s words… all of them… and found exactly what he’d been waiting to find. He had wanted simply to know what it was that made Satoshi tick, what it was he fought for; was it a future free of this world? How would he go about it? The truth of the matter was that none of the other information mattered to him, especially not after the newcomer failed to have information on his unusual Hollowfication. And now, he’d gotten an answer, and a rather extensive one at that. And Hidane, he stood, thinking, what to do with this information. To Hidane, this man was, in no underestimation…
…a nightmare.
“Well, then, it seems the only other thing I sought to know has come to light, then.” He pushed off of his rubble, standing out into the open in the warehouse, the pale moonlight casting down across his pale skin. “You assume I intend to change things alone, then? That I have no aim, no intention of seeing things through to the end? Incorrect, on all accounts. But that shouldn’t matter to you, and doesn’t, not at this moment. For you only want to change things by blood and fire, a method through which nothing will really change… it’ll only be another empire ruling with an iron fist, until more see the tyranny of it and rise against them, in a never-ending cycle of death and destruction.” He began walking towards the door they’d come into this warehouse through, but stopped a few meters short, turning his black white eye back, the moonlight causing the scar over it to glisten.
“We are entirely different, and while part of me sees fit to put an end to you now… I am a man of mercy, and though your methods are horrendous, you do see the wrongs of this world. So I will not grace you with death tonight.” He looked back to the door. “But should we come across each other again, and I find you unchanged or on the wrong side of the fights to come, then know I will show no mercy a second time.” He took a few more steps out the door, and as soon as he turned the corner around the doorway, his Sonido would take him away at blinding speeds, in the opposite direction from his home from the warehouse.
{READ}Dane lost interest except in possibly killing him. If you want to have Satoshi try to intercept him leaving in some way or another, have at it and I'll keep this bookmarked until your next post to see if it will continue like that or not. Otherwise, that's the thread xP
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