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Post by Gaen on Jan 27, 2016 22:13:40 GMT
Now, even being the socially inept individual that Gaen was, he could tell that ‘I’m alright’ was a little bit of an embellishment. He may not have been that great at detecting sarcasm, or understanding a joke, but he could see symptoms very easily. The sound of grinding teeth and a rigid posture were both telltale signs of high stress, shakes and tense muscles were indicative of coming down from an adrenaline high. His friend was probably the furthest thing from alright that a man could get and still keep breathing. When they stopped, Akatsuki looking at his hands, Gaen knew for certain that even the masked man couldn’t keep up the appearances of being alright after what he had just done. He was a soldier, a fighter, a man for whom emotions and concern would likely feel more akin to a heavy burden than a means for release. It was seen as a weakness to talk about your pain, as if admitting that you could hurt was some taboo, that the world would see you as something lesser.
It’s just my opinion, but I think it takes a really, truly strong person to talk about their pain. Gaen said, hoping his friend would share this thought, if even for a moment or two. I mean, what are friends for if you can’t rely on them for a sympathetic ear? He asked, perhaps being a bit presumptuous that Akatsuki considered Gaen to be a friend.
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Post by Akatsuki on Mar 28, 2016 13:56:55 GMT
Akatsuki clenched his fist again. Revenge. But, in the course of revenge, become as bad as the one suffering his wrath? The dilemma left a bitter taste in Akatsuki's mouth. He furrowed his brow under the mask and glanced at Gaen. A slow shiver crawled down his spine. The small medic was correct. More correct than he might've thought. But now wasn't the time to talk. They had to make sure they got home safe first. With a slow shake of his head, he turned his gaze on the path ahead of them. "Perhaps," he started with the same deep, pained and gravely voice, "but now's not the time." So sounded his conclusion as he started to trod down the path again.
He was a shinigami, emotions had to be ignored during missions. And this was a mission. So, both mercy and anger had to be ignored. Yet he gave in to the latter. More and more questions rose, yet he couldn't answer even one of them. He glanced at Gaen, unsure what his toughts were in this. He was horrified by the killing, that much was clear. And Akatsuki couldn't blame him. A bitter smirk on his face and he looked forward again. Somewhere, he felt a tinge of jealousy rising for the small medic. Perhaps they were looked down on and assigned the annoying and menial tasks. Often bullied by other divisions.
But he found himself questioning whether they weren't the most carefree division of them all. After all, they rarely saw combat. After all, they only rarely had to take a live. And they rarely had to see the ones close to them die in front of their eyes. They could fix anything. They could stop people from dying. Aren't they the most carefree?
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